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I used to watch straight or anal sex porn imagine myself that I’m a girl in that porn and then I watched lesbian porn(I still watch this. But I didn’t realize that I’m not a straight anymore. It was little disgusting first but I want to taste it again so I cum inside my mouth and swallow it. I was curious about taste of semen so I cum on my and taste it. But suddenly I start to curious about cock. I want to touch them and I feel them and I want to make love with them. I start to finger ass regularly, put on my mom’s bra and acting like a horny girl. And my sexuality become changed, straight to bi. It makes me excited so I saw this stuff every day. I explored here all day and watched a lot of sexual things and then I found sissy and forced feminization stuff. It feels weird but I couldn’t stop doing this. When I saw porn, every girls thrilled about cock inside their pussy so I fingered ass and put glue stick in my ass. Then I was curious about girls and I want to know what feels like to have vagina. I found tumblr when I was young, I was really curious boy. So that I can accept that I’m gay, I’m not a man, I’m girl, I’m sissy, I’m faggot, I’m bottom bitch. So please help me that I can end up this wandering and accept that my true way of sissy bottom bitch. I still consider myself as a bi but I start to turn gay. But I really want men treated me like a girl and fuck me. Yeah yeah, now you know that I’m a total sissy bottom bitch. I’m beta, I dick is under 5 inches, maybe this is the reason why I start to crave cock like a sissy does. These day I only imagine sex with men not girls and I really want to know what is feel like fucked like a girl. And I don’t have confidence sex with girl and little bit difficult for me but sex with men is little bit easy for me I do scared about it but if someone forced to fuck me I think I gave my body to him and fucked like a girl. But sex with them? It is little bit hard for me. I still like girls and I still think their beautiful and I still attracted to them. I’m really confused my sexuality right now. Now I start to thinking of cock rather than pussy. But I gave up become a girl because of a lot of things like money problem. And I thought why am I born to boy not a girl and thinking of sex change couple of times. They were so beautiful and gorgeous so I want to be them.